800% done actually.

Just. It's been annoying me for a while with a lot of things.

I'm just not having fun here anymore. I feel like I have to update frequently & please people & do what people want me to do & people people PEOPLE. This isn't about you. This is my account. It's about me. I should care about why I want. Not what others want me to do.

That makes me sound extremely selfish, but just this once I'm not going to apologize for it. The more I apologize, the more stressed I feel about "letting people down" about not doing as much as I want to. I need to be honest with myself. I don't really care about doing things for people. Excuse me. Let me rephrase that.. I don't care about doing things for most people like my Avengers group which somehow managed to get over 1,000 members. That's really the only reason why I use this account. I just don't want to leave them. Or like my Tumblr. I like doing things for them because I like them. I guess I'm done with dA people. With all the art thiefs & the 11 year olds & the people who just make no sense & countless other things. It's made it really... not enjoyable.

I know that didn't make too much sense. I'm just vomiting words onto this screen. I'm just. Yeah.

I don't want to just give up on dA though.

So I guess I'm 800% done with this account more specifically. I did make another account, if you find me, good for you I guess. I'm not going to deactivate this account, I'm just done with it.

I'll be here for a while longer because I need to sort out things with my group & I'm also drawing prizes for the contest that just ended, but this is the last journal I will post here. (I hope)

So. Bye I guess.

~pyromaniac042